Those two pink lines were just a distant memory. I found out I was expecting the same day I lost her. I didn’t know I was pregnant before I started miscarrying. I thought after the first trimester everything would be okay, but we lost him at 20 weeks. Pain you wouldn’t wish on anyone –
October was Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness month. Studies tell us that as many as 10-15 of every 100 pregnancies end in loss (often termed “miscarriage” or, within the medical community, “spontaneous abortion”). A recent study shows that many women who walk through this type of loss experience a significant increase in anxiety and depression,
The day I found out I was expecting twins was the same day I found out they had both died. Later that same year, pregnant again and nervous, the doctor said the words every mother fears: “There’s no heartbeat.” When the doctor left the room, my husband put his arms around me and I buried
I feigned interest in a bag of frozen broccoli so no one would see me cry. I studied the list of ingredients (spoiler: it’s just broccoli) until my icy fingers numbed and my vision blurred. I knew I couldn’t stand there forever. Surely other shoppers would take notice of the unstable woman emotionally invested in
